Changed

"Prom has changed you... Not even, you changed 3 weeks before prom..."

Do you remember what happened 3 weeks before prom? Do you remember my best friend betraying our friendship just because he was jealous? I guess not. 

At the beginning of May my best friend and ex prom date decided that he wanted to argue with me about every little thing regarding money for prom. He has a job and he never had any money because he was probably buying weed and alcohol for his new "best friend." I'm way too smart for his lies so all the "bills" he had to pay for didn't fool me, the bitch didn't have a job but always had weed... How the fuck do you think she was getting it? 

After I told him I didn't want to go with him to prom he got angry and decided that since I hurt him, he was gonna hurt me. He made up a relationship that I supposedly had. I'm not going to go into details.

The only person that got into trouble was him and thats because when he told me that he made the accusation he harassed me. I had the texts and showed the school administrators. After all the crying and all the meetings to deal with this problem that this CHILD caused I was emotionally drained. 

So yes, if I seem a little different since that please don't hold it against me. I don't think you realize what it's like to go through that... To see this person that you were so close to in a totally different light. I don't think you understand the magnitude of cutting someone out of your life, especially since I've known that kid for 4 years. That's 4 birthdays, 4 Christmases, 4 thanksgivings that we spent together and in one day I had to cut all of that out of my life. Now I see him in the hallway and I can't help but get angry, not because of what he did but because I never got the last word in... That's my problem, I like to have the last word in an argument, I didn't get to do that this time... I think that's why I'm so "different."

I promise, I'll be better once we graduate and that child is out of my life... For good. 

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I was going to wait until I graduated to write about this but I just couldn't hold it in anymore. 

Enjoy :)