Reset Button

"People are really romantic about the beginnings of things. Fresh start, clean slate, a world of possibility. But no matter what new adventure you're embarking on, you're still you. You bring you into every new beginning in your life. So how different can it possibly be?"

It's all anyone really wants, right? A chance to go back and change something in their lives. Clean slate, a new beginning. Like things are gonna be any easier the second time around. There's a reason no one is going out of their way to make a reset button, nothing is easy about starting over. No one wants to go back and live through everything that made them who they are, again. You wouldn't be you, you would be the old you. The slightly dumber version of yourself.

I wouldn't wanna go back, it would suck. I used to be extremly self concious and crazy, I don't wanna go back to that. I don't wanna go back to the suicidal thoughts or depressions. That's not what I love.
I love living in the moment.
Waking up, looking in the mirror and saying "Wow, I'm beautiful."
I love being so confident it makes me seem cocky.
Feeling like everyone in the room is looking at me.
Most of all, I love the people that are in my life now.

Being a teenager is hard, why would anyone wanna go back?

I like living life in the moment, it's so much better than a new start. Mistakes make us stronger.

Fire

"I love you but I've chosen Pyro"

Fire is the most amazing thing in the world to me. Light a candle and a fire is beautiful and gentle but, at the same time, a fire can be deadly. It's kind of exciting. At any moment that candle can fall and your house can be up in flames and your life can be in danger.

It's the thrill of being so close to something so dangerous yet beautiful that gives me a thrill.